One week ago I served my last day for The Cause. It was traumatic and anti-climactic all at the same time. Seven years, three months and four days after I began I stopped.
This morning I woke up and the silence was pretty loud. I felt alone and unsure of what to do next. There is a low level feeling of panic that is always present now and probably will be until I have a regular pay check.
My plan is to clean and launder that feeling away and try to catch up from my 10 day Circus stint. Everything was abandoned for the Circus.
Keeping busy will help. Finding a job will help.
I wish the phone calls for help would stop soon.
